As everybody knows...the test is over...
I was very happy...but it was also quite suffocating for me...
Cuz when results come...here i go, hoping to score high marks for exam...
Like that's ever gonna happen la....
Getting marks and got compared by parents to[.......]
I dun wanna say...frustrating isn't it....
How i hope my life to be better HAHA
Well not really in a mood of laughing actually...
As much as i know, my mother is quite disappointed but...
She still smile, that made it even worse for me...
Just wish that i could DIE right now...
Don't you sometimes just feel like >>>
-IF I HAD NEVER EXISTED-
-WOULD THE WORLD BE A BETTER PLACE?-
That i always think of...
Or sometimes i'll just think how to kill myself slowly....
I do have some ideas bout it...
Well, if anyone is reading this....
I appreciate it, but somehow it seems...
The harder that i try....
The more it backfires on me....
All the things that i don't want to see...
Seems to just appear in front of me...
Maybe i boleh dikira as emo-ing now...
Who knows what will happen next???
Just somehow feel like tears are gonna come out like a waterfall...
At least still have this thrifty blog to let me express out...
What do u all think:
-HOW NICE WOULD IT BE,-
-IF I WAS DEAD???-
-OR MAYBE IF I NEVER EVER EXISTED?-
Really makes me think bout it, don't you?
This is my frustration of life...
SO FAR...
I don't think i have anything else to say....
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But still, PRAISE THE LORD!!!
